The Eternal Self-Existent Self – Bhagavad Gita, Ch 11, Vs 1

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Upon seeing the power of God in everything around you, it is only a short hop to realizing that God is also in you. 

The Eternal Self-Existent Self

In this conversation between Lord Krishna and his devotee and childhood friend, Arjuna speaks in gratitude to his guru for what he has received and realized.

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Arjuna spoke:

Out of kindness and for my highest benefit, You have spoken and entrusted me with the mystery of the Self-existent Self, and now this delusion of mine is gone.

Now that Arjuna has understood the great mystery of the true Self and realized it for himself, he is no longer dealing with doubt and confusion. And now he realizes that he is at the beginning of something truly great. He has understood the teachings Lord Krishna has given him, and this has made him firm in his path and full of faith.

Those of us listening in to this conversation may find it remarkable that it has taken Arjuna ten chapters to reach this point. This should tell us something about reaching God, enlightenment, yoga, surrender, union, kundalini, liberation…..

At this point — standing in the middle between the two armies, the two opposing forces in the body — one is in a position to begin Real Yoga and bring them together as Kundalini.

This tells us that some degree of enlightenment has to happen before one reaches this point. We would all like to believe that we are spiritually advanced and highly evolved, but we must pull ourselves together now and take the blow: up until now, we didn’t know zilch. All the things we thought we knew about yoga, meditation, surrender, enlightenment, kundalini, spiritual experiences, etc., was incorrect. But now we are ready and raring to go and take this amazing journey.

The True Self is Eternally Self-Existent

The Sanskrit is Adhyatma, which means ‘one’s own true Self’. The word is defined as ‘own, belonging to self, concerning individual self’.

The real Self is not created, but has always been, is now, and ever shall be. I refer to this Self-existent individual as the Divine Individual, the True Self, the Real You, or Absolute You.

This Self that you really are is eternal, indestructible, all-powerful, all-knowing and all-pervading. Now that sounds a lot like God, doesn’t it?

Also, this Self that you really are is the same as every other Divine Individual. By “same” I do not mean that you are the same one, but that you are the same as all other Divine Individuals—we are all one hundred percent alike. Look again at these words and know them to be your own true nature: eternal, indestructible, all-powerful, all-knowing, all-pervading.

Know this Self that you truly are as the Highest Abode where you can go for relief from the disturbances of life, for peace and rest. To reach this place within yourself, don’t get caught up with ideas like being in the silence, or in the now, or trying to calm your mind, or trying to rid your mind of thoughts or your heart of feelings. All this just keeps the mind active (the mind is activated when you try to make these things happen). Start simply by finding a quiet, non-distracting place that doesn’t stimulate the senses, and sit with this idea.

Don’t get caught up with trying to have an ‘experience’. Just live with this Truth about You for a little while every day. Be like a little child for this short time, and leave behind all your worries, responsibilities and concerns. When you begin to feel your facial muscles relax into a smile, or feel a sweet tear rolling down your cheek, you have reached the doorway to Truth Itself, and Self-realization.

If after days or weeks or months you do not find your True Self, try finding someone who can teach you true and authentic yoga meditation. This will loosen the bonds enveloping this secret place, this Real You.

When you can see this, experience it for yourself, you will know what Arjuna meant when he said that his delusion had gone away.

Namaste (I bow to the divine one you really are),
Durga Ma
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Lakulisha and the Two Dog-tags, Part 2

Well, that was a pretty good story, but why did Lakulisha give me dog-tags instead of just zapping me? Truly, I do not believe, nor did I then, that such a saint would do something so peculiar for no good reason. The reason was mine to contemplate, and contemplate it I did, for more years that I care to admit—how, after so may years of sadhana, could I be so dense! It was as plain as a pikestaff, but by trying to make sense of it (both ‘trying’ and ‘make sense’ being the operative words here), the answer to this puzzle remained illusive. But eventually my ignorance was resolved, so now I can move on, and tell you.

It is a good thing to be able to understand mysteries, especially mysteries that involve ourselves and the things in our own lives that are important to us. It is my sadhana that is most important to me, but perhaps there are other things more important to you. Still, we both surely have one thing in common: the importance of our own selves! It is for this reason I thought you might like to be in on how my mystery unravelled, as this process is useful for many other things in life, such as sorting out the meanings of dreams and other mysterious circumstances.

The first step is to ask yourself what a thing is and what it signifies. For instance, consider what dog-tags are and what purpose they serve. (At this point you may want to reread Part One of this story, especially if you don’t remember what dog-tags are.) The answer is:

IDENTITY

Dog-tags serve the purpose of identifying the wearer. For many years I was comfortable with the realization that I was not a body, not a mind, not a personality, not feelings, actions or anything else my mind would have me believe; I was comfortable not being identified with any of these. But there was still a piece missing. I had been aware of this, but I had not found that piece. Now I can tell you what it was:

IDENTITY

The same word again (remember, there were two dog-tags), but with a different application altogether. There are always two dog-tags in a soldier’s kit. This is also the case for you and I. Our problem is that we are only inclined to notice one of them. If you are missing one, it is probably the same one I was missing.

De-identifying with what you are not is only the beginning. This will not serve you until you fill the gap with something else—you will either become self-deluded that you are enlightened, or you will be haunted by this sense of something being missing. This realization will leave a hole as big as the cosmos itself if you don’t identify with something else. But identify with what?

Cease to identify with Creation and identify with the Creator. 

It hadn’t occurred to me that the key wasn’t in de-identifying with what you are not (the first dog-tag). The key was to be found in what one identifies with (the second dog-tag).

Cease to identify with “stuff” and identify with its Source.

Living in Truth is not about being true to yourself, it’s about being your True Self. This begins with seeing your Self. I know that sounds strange (and yes, here comes another story), but in the realms of Spirit, things are often not consistent with what we like to think of as “reality”. In fact, they can be downright opposed to it, illogical, and not make any sense at all.

In my early days of meditating, I found myself crossing a bridge (how symbolic!), and having crossed the bridge to the other side, I noticed someone lying on the ground. She was smiling sweetly and naked as a jaybird, lying on her side, left side up. As I came closer, I observed two things in particular: She was enveloped in divine bliss, and she was me.

Me? How could this be? If she were me, then who was this “me” doing the looking? Yet I knew without so much as a smidgen of doubt that she was my very Self. Which presented another puzzle: What is this form of her’s? Why is there a form at all? And if she is me, why am I thinking of her as “her” as if she were other than me?

The experience was a wonderous joy, but remained a mystery for some time. I later learned about the five koshas (sheaths), which are what you might call five bodies, or five subtle forms. My “Self” had been wearing the ananda kosha (bliss body), the subtlest of the five.

This is what yoga (union) is all about: the union of the self with the Self. That is one way to put it. Union of you with Absolute God is another way, which isn’t really a different statement, but this is actually already a done deal (realizing it is the trick). Union of the self with the Self is more to the point.

This brings me to the conclusion of my story(s). I promised that learning the purpose of the two dog-tags would be enlightening. I meant that in more ways than one (as I often do). I hope you found it so.

Namaste (I bow to the Divine One that you really are),
Durga Ma
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Lakulisha and the Two Dog-tags, Part 1

I have decided to tell you a little story. The memory of a very special event that took place many years ago during a difficult time in my life, entered my awareness this morning in meditation. I have not shared this story with more than two people, but this morning I felt moved to tell it to you.

It happened during my morning meditation many years ago. I had begun remembering Lakulisha and the amazing experiences I had had that caused me to think of him as a “heart magnet”, for that he is indeed: His love is literally magnetic, drawing you to him in waves of joy so intense that you stumble over your own feet (if you happen to be on them). The memory of him brought about this same feeling of being drawn to him. It became so strong it was as if he were in the room with me, and I began to imagine that I could feel his presence, and couldn’t resist the urge to look. And to my astonishment, there he was, just coming out of my closet!

He was dressed in nothing but a ragged old loin cloth, looking like a bedraggled sadhu, and smiling widely. He was so solid, so “real”, that at first I thought, Who is this begger? Who do I know in this part of the world who looks like that who would be in my house, much less in my meditation room?

He was carrying something in his hand that I assumed was a begging bowl, so I went to him to pranam. We spoke briefly and I began to realize who he really was. I was stunned. His grin got wider.

In his hand I saw that he held not a begging bowl, but something that I couldn’t make out. He opened his hand and there were two dog-tags on a long chain, the kind of dog-tags soldiers wear so that when bodies are recovered from the battlefield they can be identified. I thought this was strange (mala beads would have made more sense). It was certainly unexpected. He held them out to me as a gift, which I gratefully, but uncomprehendingly, accepted.

He told me that one the two tags was very special and that I should open it. Well, I’d never heard of dog-tags that could be opened, but who was I do question; after all, I was talking to Lakulisha! So I tried to open one of them but couldn’t figure out how to do it. He said, no, that one didn’t open and to open the other one. So I tried the other dog-tag, and sure enough, it easily slid open. What happened next is the heart of my story:

From the opened dog-tag there emitted a light by which I was instantly encompassed, a light like that of the White Swami** (could Lakulisha have been the White Swami???) and bearing the same characteristics:

“There was simultaneously everything and nothing, an unimaginable light more brilliant than I could ever describe, timelessness, and though there was nothing physical about it, no sensation as we know it, I had a sense of floating. There was no thought, no memory, nothing left to want. Everything was perfect just as it was.” **

Well, that’s a pretty good story, but why did Lakulisha give me dog-tags? Why not just zap me and be done with it? This is the subject of the next installment, Lakulisha and the Two Dog-tags, Part 2, so please be sure not to miss it. I think you will find it enlightening. (I will try not to keep you waiting a whole week.)

Namaste (I bow to the Divine One that you really are),
Durga Ma
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** You can find this and the story of The White Swami in Living the Mysteries.